|
About shinilover
|
| Status : |
In a relationship |
| I am a : |
Bi-Sexual |
| Looking for : |
Friends / Pen Pals, Nothing, really! |
Favourite Music :
Anything that gets me thinking and/or gets me to dance
|
Favourite Books :
Anything attention grabbing.
|
Favourite Movie :
White Oleander... 'Nough said.
|
Favourite TV Shows :
Anime and The-N shows. Otherwise, I'm not much of a TV person.
|
Favourite Celebrities :
You keep it real, you're okay in my book. You're rich and show it off, shove that money where the sun don't shine!
|
Favorite World Leaders :
Screw 'em. I don't need a leader. I lead myself.
|
Favourite Drinks :
Ameretto, Seagram's wine-coolers, Starbucks Mocha Frappacino, Dr Pepper, Pepsi and Southern Comfort.
|
Would like to meet :
Just some one that I could really talk to and feel like they get me. But nothing more than just being friends.
|
My Interests :
I like to: Doll; sing; write poetry, short stories, fan fiction, editorials to the local newspaper, and music; dance; read. That's basically it... Other than 'net browsing and sleeping...
|
Favourite Affiliations :
Business- unemployed so no business affiliations
Religious- currently confused and analyzing
Political- fuck the government. ANARCHY IS THE ONLY WAY!
Social- Mostly Goth/Punk/Stoner/Prep-bashers
|
|
|
| Inside
shinilover's Circle... |
|
|
Recommendations - what's Cool!
|
|
|
Other Members
|
|
widgeypoo, keptbubbles2, zakkreuter, katyarussia, bayoubabe43, rachelnal, malick12, youngprada, fletch, jessicagray, honeygal, aaronflorida, amyhill, empires29, makaveli, empire29, allenc, lookn4ahottwmn, naviket24, spookmasterj
|
|
| About Me |
![]() |
|
Well, I'm some one that has to be figured out, not displayed. I usually seem to be a bitch and like I don't care about anything. But anyone who is actually considered a friend in my book knows that there is alot more to me than that. You just have to get to know me and prove that you're trustworthy enough to learn about the real me.
I've been hurt in the past and I try to make up for the pain that others caused me by helping some one else. If an ex tore my heart out, then went out with some one else for a month and called me crying when that person left them, do you know what I would do? I'd tell them that they had gotten a taste of their own medicine but that I would also be there for them if they needed a shoulder to cry on. Because I am always left alone when some one hurts me. I don't want anyone else to feel worthless and lost because no one deserves to feel that way.
Although I spend most of my time locked away in my room or sleeping in the day and using the computer by night, I love nature. I put Pagan as my religion for two reasons, a)because I use Witchcraft and b)because I am a confused Earth Spiritualist just trying to find her way. I love to take nature walks as long as I have lots and lots of sunscreen and bug repelant. On warm nights, I go outside and stare at the moon and stars while talking to my fiance. But nothing beats a sunrise or set at the beach.
I'm very much my own person. Never try to get me to go over to your ways, it won't work. I can argue with a door for 4 hours straight if I know I'm right. Hell, I can even argue with myself. This comes about because I have two seperate personalities. No, I'm not crazy and they aren't seperate people in one body. Sometimes, I'll act a particular way and other times I'll act a completely different way. There is no meshing of the two. And since it's like there are two people, I figured I should give those personalities their own names. So, now to explain them...
Krys is the one that comes out rarely these days. She is what I look like in the clothes and make-up I'm out and about in. A sadistic bitch that can rip your head off if she so pleases. She is a complete slut that will fuck anything that she finds attractive and desirable, ranging from friends to strangers. She takes pleasure in recieving and givng pain. She likes to be feared and the center of attention, and she radiates that through her aura and everything about the way she walks, talks and acts.
Shel, the real me I've come to believe (which is why I gave this personality my name), is the one seen most often since my fiance and I started a romantic relationship. She is sweet and kind and basically just a very cute girl even when wearing the same outfits that Krys does. She tends to just be appealing and not really desirable, but she is very attractive in certain ways. She looks for a solid relationship while Krys looks for a series of one-weekers and one night stands. Sex is something meaningful to her, not just a few minutes of fun. She can endure pain just as well as Krys, but does not like it. She hates to be hurt in any way, especially when it comes to her emotions, and hates to hurt others. She likes to be alone if not with the ones she loves, and doesn't like alot of attention. She just wants to be herself and be accepted for that, while Krys could care less.
I don't know what else to tell you. If there is anything else you want to know or if you just want to talk to me, then contact me. |
| Latest Journal Entries [ View All Entries ] |
There are no journal entries available
|
|
shinilover's Circle of Friend... [ View All Friends ]
|
There are no public contacts available
|
|
|
shinilover's Testimonials [ View All Testimonials ]
|
There are no testimonials available
|
|
[ Write shinilover A Testimonial Now! ]
|
|
Events 